bloodxshotxeyes

 O gad, A storm is coming, this will be so boring. Of course with all that electricity gone & out. I don't want to live like that for what? 4days of boring-no-electricity in our house. i'd rather sleep in the mall than here once the electricity runs out.        anyways, i went to the hospital a while ago, It reminds me so much of agony and death (Of course duh!). What would death feel like, Haha, i have been interested in death since like.. hmmm. The first days of my 2nd year. i didn't know why, but i kept thinking about it. Specially when i'm out, Sometimes when im in the car and just seeing the world outside, i keep imagining car crashes,

-- a popsicle's heart is ice cold. fucking COLD, i tell you. the world truly is a vampire, it could suck your blood out by the minute. When you thought life is good, Comes the fact that you we're wrong. YOUR LIFE WAS A MISTAKE. you we're a mistake. I hope the thought will repeat in your goddamn head! how can your lifeless eye see into my soul,well you dont, you don't know how to read a soul because you have never read mine, you just think you do understand my soul but here's the fucking fact, you don't! so don't even try anymore. You Can't read, you can't tell what i want you to tell. so fuck off. HAHA. i'm so goddamn bored, i just made u

aahmpf. i dont know whats happening to me.. i seem to be in another emotional phase being depress and all with no reason argh. maybe im just really missing somebody but i still know she's just there but.. i really want to see her.. hug her.. hold her tight.. sleep beside her.. i could even go to her now!! if philippines aren't infested with scary people that might kill you while you're walking and everything.. ugghh! i think i want to be with someone now but i also like being with myself for some reason.. argh! i cant take this anymore. might as well sleep this and hope for the best in the morning.. but i dont have anything to