O gad, A storm is coming, this will be so boring. Of course with all that electricity gone & out. I don't want to live like that for what? 4days of boring-no-electricity in our house. i'd rather sleep in the mall than here once the electricity runs out.

anyways, i went to the hospital a while ago, It reminds me so much of agony and death (Of course duh!). What would death feel like, Haha, i have been interested in death since like.. hmmm. The first days of my 2nd year. i didn't know why, but i kept thinking about it. Specially when i'm out, Sometimes when im in the car and just seeing the world outside, i keep imagining car crashes, blood spattered everywhere, buildings destroyed & lots of other gore-ish stuff. I keep making up murder scenes when i'm bored, And sometimes i'm dream of killing somebody. Or being killed by somebody. and i love watching Gore films, listening to dark concept albums. Haha, Whatever, Maybe i just.. no. erase "maybe" i do Love death, And its essential beauty.

dang, i wanna dye my hair blue. like right now, but how the hell am i suppose to do that when its like 5am in the freaking sluggish morning. I slept in the same clothes when i went to the hospital. Haha, i was too tired and i felt comfortable sleeping with socks and a jacket that i haven't worn in such a long era of time. i have to watch this lesbian film Vera lent me, Haha, i can't wait to watch it so Bye.
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